But the strong need for it? Maybe that’s a tad unhealthy.
So when I wrote the last post, I knew that it wasn’t awesome. But it was filled with thoughts that had been swirling around in my head. And I wanted to write it down for prosperity’s sake – contained in a post that I could look back at and exclaim, “There. There was where I started to get it.”
Because I am starting to get it. In a big way.
Thinking about what *I* want hasn’t led me to being an ego-maniac who doesn’t care about others. It hasn’t made me neglect things and relationships that fuel me. But is has made me re-evaluate where I’m putting my energy.
And the conclusions I’m coming to are heartbreaking, really.
I’ve got some big decisions, people.
The goal isn’t to make the waves of the ocean calm again. Complete tranquility is unobtainable.