I'm going to run at lunch today.
The route that I'm going to take will be about 2.5 miles - a good run because tomorrow I'm going to run in Das Hustlehoff.
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It's like daytime drama but without the commercials. Only if there WERE commercials, the announcer would probably promote it with: "Now with even more VD!"
Update from Wednesday's post: I called in sick yesterday. I just needed a day to veg out, to sleep in, and to be gentle to myself. I slept in, I watched "Life As A House", I cried during the movie, and I watched some Lifetime/Women network's show on raising sextuplets (something I decided I never want to do). I didn't get out of fun pants and a t-shirt until 5 PM... when I got my hair done and returned some clothes that I decided I didn't need.
It was DIVINE - exactly what I needed.
I also did some thinking about my situation...and I feel like I have a better perspective on what I want, why I want it, and what I'm going to do NOW. NOW I'm going to focus on how wonderful my relationship is. NOW I'm going to not think or worry about what might happen when I need more. Right now, I'm happy. I'm more than satisfied. And I'm not willing to give up what I have. In my heart, I know what's next. And the ring, babies (or no babies), a house, or a pet will all come later. I don't have to worry or question "what's next?" I just need to be present in this moment.